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     Spring time comes every year. For most it's a time of joy and rejoicing. New life, nature is pregnant and full of abundance. For others it can be a time of heartache and pain. Almost daily,I come across women who despair at seeing so much new life being brought forth. They wonder why they "can't" do the same. They cry at the sight of new mothers and their babies. I have been there so I know the hurt of thinking (and being told) that you may never bring your own child into the world. Though there are rare cases of true infertility, many women who THINK they are infertile are not at all. 
    We really take for granted that our wombs hold more than just babies. They're our internal storage area and just about everything we don't face head on is still in there, taking up precious space. We hold emotions, grudges and stress there. Just about ALL of the "feminine health" (and other health) issues we face are actually unprocessed emotions manifesting themselves physically. Add that to the negative words, thoughts and actions we participate in daily and you create a spiritual/physical wasteland. It's not emphasized enough in our "freedom of speech" culture that our words are REAL, LIVING things. When you SAY that you are unable to conceive you create that very thing. Your words, thoughts and the way you see your body may be making "infertility" a reality in your life. So, even if you've gotten a doctor's word on it, understand that YOUR words and what YOU believe matter way more! It's time to do some (early) spring cleaning! :D

    Five years ago, I was so full of stress, hurt, and un-forgiveness that the doctors told me I wouldn't be able to carry a baby. Of course they didn't label it 'stress' but I had been researching the Law of Attraction and was beginning to understand how we create dis-ease and dis-order within our bodies. At that moment I knew, if I could create this, I could also create something better. I knew my attitude toward life was terrible. I knew I was holding on to way too much anger, hatred, and bitterness. I also knew that if I ever wanted to have a family of my own I needed to let all that SHIT go and get myself together. I emphasize 'shit' here because another issue that plagued me at the time was severe constipation, which was also a byproduct of 'holding on'. It was hard to let go of all that stuff, literally! I felt like I would be foolish and naive to just 'let go' of everything people had 'done to me' as if it never happened. I thought that forgiving would just lead to it all happening again. I was wrong. It took a full year to get my mind right enough to conceive. I admit, I'm still working through the garbage but I'm much clearer now. The first thing I had to OVERstand was that no one besides myself was to blame for ANYTHING I had been through. It's a hard pill to swallow but there is a real freedom and POWER that comes with taking responsibility for your own BS. So yeah, here I am, 4 years later with two beautiful suns. One of which I birthed at home, with only my husband there to help. (Yes, we planned it that way lol)
    There are so many wonderful herbs, nutritional plans, etc that I can share with you but nothing is more important than clearing out and cleaning up your energy. The womb is the portal that life's miracles flow through. Imagine a highway full of traffic, even the fastest, most expensive cars will have major trouble getting from point A to point B. We can manifest all kinds of great things through our womb space when it's "clean and clear" (no pun intended lol). It may take a year, two years...for some it may only take a few months but you CAN create a loving space within yourself that will be free to manifest your desires at will.
    When interacting with women who label themselves "infertile" or who find it hard to conceive, mental cleansing is my first advice to them. The saying "it's all in your mind" is usually spot on. Understand that form follows function and that our bodies were made to cultivate life. I understand the pain of wondering "what's wrong with MY body?". To those women I say, look inwards. Seek out all the  old baggage, damage and beliefs that are causing a hindrance to your powers of manifestation. For example, if you were raised with a "demonized" view of sex and the female body its difficult, even in marriage, to let that view go and lovingly accept your husband and the life force he brings. If you were taught that you should put "books before boys because boys bring babies" that may STILL be playing in your subconscious and you don't even know it. Many times we focus on one part of a problem not realizing that the blockages extend to many other aspects of our wellbeing. Practice forgiving yourself and others, practice letting go and not judging yourself or your body. Take some time out of your day to look at yourself, caress yourself and show and TELL your body how grateful you are for it and how much you love AND like it. Negative self-images (and sex-images) do NOT serve you, drop them and NEVER pick them back up! Christ said that His burden is light, so any heaviness you feel is creating a disconnect. I'm sure you've prayed and prayed but there is a real POWER in prayer when you are intimately in touch with your spirituality and intimately in love with yourself.  
   Coming to peace and love with how you view your life, your body and your sexuality clear space for creation to occur. When we make room for life to grow within us, we see all things around us flourish and prosper. We create abundance and peace within our bodies and within our atmosphere. So begin the journey to self-love today. God is love and you were created in that image, why wouldn't you love YOU?

Be blessed, bliss and Nspiyahd lovies!!
Peace &Prosperity

Shalom



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